I know that there are a lot of things that make it hard to really learn how to play an instrument the way it is supposed to be played, and I am making it even harder on myself. I know that if I just keep trying, I will be able to learn jazz guitar, but it is difficult. If I just take the time to do it, I know I will be able to learn it to the best of my ability. Maybe them I will know that I have done everything the way it needs to be done so I am better.